I honestly think im forcing myself,subconsciously, to find and meet guys because im tired of being alone.

hey, i can admit. 

Ive been single for over a year now and I feel like its time for me to settle down. Somewhat. 

I know im young and I have all the time in the world to find Mr. Right but it sucks.

I talk to so many guys and they constantly tell me how good I am and how im perfect for them but they wont be in a relationship with me.

To me, its like youre saying, *oh youre perfect, but something is wrong with you.*

Like what the fuck is that? really?

&& when I really like someone, like REAAAALLLLY like them, they cant fuck with me for some odd reason. 

So, for now, im letting God send me someone.

Im still going to have my fun and all, but im not taking anything serious until I get a sign from him that hes the right one.

Im tired of getting hurt and I dont deserve all of that.