but I have accepted that you have not and will not love me the way I love you.

yes, I will always believe that you and I are perfect for each other and that we will be together someday, but thats all just a fantasy that keeps me from losing it.

I know now that im not what you want and im okay with that.

Im not the girl you feel in love with and it sucks.

Maybe if we would have met first things would be different. 

But hey, you cant change the past and this is very much the present.

I love you and I will always and forever.

But im over you. 

I dont look at you the way i used too anymore.

The past couple of times we have been together has shown me that.

Im more in love with our friendship than anything else.

I can call you and you will be there and I cant ask for anything more.

Thank you for being my friend.

You are my other half, my heart, the OVO to my XO.

You get me and I get you. 

&& nothing else could make us closer.